Oh, it's on.
It's so on.
I'm not going to sleep until I finish this assignment, thus allowing me some time for the other assignment, also due on the same day.
Never mind the fact that I worked for another exhausting 12 hours today at the barn, and right now I'd give my life just to collapse and die - or better yet, sleep.
Also never mind the fact that I have to wake up at 6 am tomorrow to start my Coffee Bean job, and seeing that it's already past two in the morning, means that I'll have less than 4 hours sleep tonight, if I do sleep at all.
My whole body is aching and my brain is on shut-down mode, but I don't want to whine, somehow this must be done. I do, however, want to cry - but the only method that seems to be even remotely effective in alleviating stress at the moment is blasting out trashy pop songs on my headphones. I find cheerleading songs from Bring It On
the most effective. Gawd, their songs are just so head-boppy. Especially that rock song that the dude recorded for Torrance with his guitar. Somehow hearing someone scream seems to substitute for me screaming instead.
....okay, you know what. I take that back. I'm going to just collapse on my keyboard if I don't hit the sack now.
I think I'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown. YIN. NEEDS. HUGS. EMERGENCY.
Labels: assignments, going insane, stress