Thursday, December 20, 2007; 12:11 AM
A whole lot depends on tomorrow.

It will be the difference between surging on through life with a smile and happiness or just quitting everything and rotting alone in my apartment until I grow old and die.

Let's hope it will be okay. I'm keeping my fingers crossed. I have faith in you. Please please please don't let me down.

People make so many mistakes in life. I've given a whole lot more than I like to believe I should've and that's why I'm faced with this arduous crossroad now.

Please let tomorrow be okay. I'm a bit too young to give up on life just yet. Oh please show me that my faith in you is correct and I'm not just kidding myself.

Here we go.