Tuesday, January 8, 2008; 10:25 PM
I finally summoned up enough courage to finally be able to tell you how lonely I feel.

I felt so relieved when I said it, I started crying. Partly because nobody ever knows how lonely I get, and partly because nobody ever cares anyway. Mostly because I'm really scared.

When I told you about my loneliness, you didn't say anything and changed the subject to poop. I never laughed and cried at the same time so hard in my life.

And then I helplessly cry again because now I know I don't have to be lonely anymore, you'll always be there even if just in a little box on my screen. It scares me.

Thank you. =)