I finally summoned up enough courage to finally be able to tell you how lonely I feel.
I felt so relieved when I said it, I started crying. Partly because nobody ever knows how lonely I get, and partly because nobody ever cares anyway. Mostly because I'm really scared.
When I told you about my loneliness, you didn't say anything and changed the subject to poop. I never laughed and cried at the same time so hard in my life.
And then I helplessly cry again because now I know I don't have to be lonely anymore, you'll always be there even if just in a little box on my screen. It scares me.
Thank you. =)